it’s been a real long ass time since I’ve been on this website, but I’ve got some hefty problems and need somewhere to vent where I don’t feel like I’m bother people so here goes.
Two days short of a month ago one of my best friends was killed in a head on collision on US-12 that resulted in her passing away. She was pronounced dead on the scene when the police arrived. She was 22. She’d recently returned from a family vacation to Malta, the country her paternal grandparents are from. She was an artist. She worked 83 hours a week at Jimmy John’s for months leading up to her death. She deserved so much more out of life than it ever fucking gave her.
I miss the fuck out of her. Every single day I find things that remind me of her. Songs, pictures, jokes we made together. I see her smile when I close my eyes, I hear her laugh when I go to sleep. Shit’s fucked up.
Her death turned my whole world upside down in an instant. I get high every night now to manage the pain of all this.
Life is too much. How is it fair that I’m here and she’s not. How is it fair that we all get to grow old now, start families, achieve success, and she’s rotting in a goddamn casket in Grass Lake.
I wasn’t looking forward to growing old, but now I don’t want to see past 23.
It’s not fair that I’m going to be older than her someday.
Nothing makes sense to me anymore. Is it normal to feel so abnormal? Is it wrong of me to be so out of whack? I blacked out from stress and got lost driving home two nights ago.
Everything sucks. Everyone tells me that time will lessen the pain. I want to believe it’s going to be better, but it’s not going to be better. It can’t be better. More people will die, more people will be fucked over, I will be fucked over. Is it even worth it?
i was hesitant to reblog until i saw that fix cuz autism speak is v bad. now its a good post. in case yall need to know where i stand on any of this stuff.
Our neighbor didn’t die, he was just needed someplace else.
He took a moment that was about recognizing him and turned it into a moment to recognize everyone who was there and everyone who made it possible for him to do what he does. If you want a perfect example of why he is so fondly remembered and such a great person, it’s tough to find a better one than this.
look. i don’t think my stretch marks are beautiful. i don’t think they’re tiger stripes or natural tattooos. i don’t think my acne is beautiful. i don’t think the bags under my eyes are beautiful. i just think they’re human. and i don’t think i have to be beautiful all of the time in order to be accepted and loved and sucessful. i don’t think every small detail of my outer appearence needs to be translated into prettiness.
hey controversial opinion but clean water should be fucking free and people should never be allowed to make money off of it because its fucking needed to live
im not a christian but at this point i want jesus christ himself to descend from the afterlife to take the microphone out of trump’s hands and say “are yall fuckin serious”
Imagine how much Trump would hate that, having a Middle Eastern man interrupt him.
a middle eastern jewish man
A middle eastern jewish man born in Palestine who gave away free healthcare and chased capitalists with a whip.
And literally told the rich to give away their wealth
and avatar: the last airbender was on a whole other level
this was what a filler episode SHOULD be, it may not have furthered the plot, but it did highlight the characters and deepen our understanding of them
Oh you mean the episode that made me weep. True
Honestly this is one of my favorite episodes in the series. A:TLA has the best filler episodes I’ve ever seen and I will fight to the death for that show.
